{"id":14090,"date":"2024-01-06T00:06:00","date_gmt":"2024-01-06T00:06:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/aurelis.org\/blog\/?p=14090"},"modified":"2024-01-13T11:19:35","modified_gmt":"2024-01-13T11:19:35","slug":"pain-of-being","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/aurelis.org\/blog\/general-insights\/pain-of-being","title":{"rendered":"Pain of Being"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<h3>A conscious and organic being lives in an  unavoidable conundrum \u2014 imminent death as well as the will to live forever.<\/h3>\n\n\n\n<blockquote class=\"wp-block-quote\"><p>Or so it seems.<\/p><\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n<p>But I don\u2019t think so.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>It\u2019s just that we are oceans apart.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Death will not keep us away from each other<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>but life does, with its comings and goings.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I keep seeing your face through the mirror.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I keep feeling your hair through my fingers.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I keep hearing your voice through happy memories.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u2014<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>One may live in oblivion<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>but even so, at the background remains present what one doesn\u2019t even want to try to forget<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>because one cannot.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Let us stay, therefore, as with the lingering noise of the so-called beginning of the universe.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>In the end, it has always been there<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>and will always be there<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>like the pain of being<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>till love do us &#8216;part.&#8217;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u2014<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>We are living a fairy tale.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>We are dreaming a life.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>We are listening to the waves that we are<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>ourselves.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>We know that and we don\u2019t know that.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Those who survive joyfully<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>have learned to pretend.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Only the dead-while-alive ones<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>have forgotten the pain of being.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Those who truly live<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>suffer.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u2014<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>With love comes loss.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>With death comes deliverance.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>And that&#8217;s OKAY.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>There is sunshine in the night<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>for those who see it.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>For others, there is rather darkness in daylight.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Some who therefore wish to avoid their own shadows<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>manage to do so.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Or so it seems.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>But I don\u2019t think so.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Life keeps flowing<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>long, long after the final notes<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>of the most beautiful song.<\/p>\n<div data-object_id=\"14090\" class=\"cbxwpbkmarkwrap cbxwpbkmarkwrap_no_cat cbxwpbkmarkwrap-post \"><a  data-redirect-url=\"https:\/\/aurelis.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/14090\"  data-display-label=\"0\" data-show-count=\"0\" data-bookmark-label=\" \"  data-bookmarked-label=\" \"  data-loggedin=\"0\" data-type=\"post\" data-object_id=\"14090\" class=\"cbxwpbkmarktrig  cbxwpbkmarktrig-button-addto\" title=\"Bookmark This\" href=\"#\"><span class=\"cbxwpbkmarktrig-label\"  style=\"display:none;\" > <\/span><\/a> <div  data-type=\"post\" data-object_id=\"14090\" class=\"cbxwpbkmarkguestwrap\" id=\"cbxwpbkmarkguestwrap-14090\"><div class=\"cbxwpbkmarkguest-message\"><a href=\"#\" class=\"cbxwpbkmarkguesttrig_close\"><\/a><h3 class=\"cbxwpbookmark-title cbxwpbookmark-title-login\">Please login to bookmark<\/h3>\n\t\t<form name=\"loginform\" id=\"loginform\" action=\"https:\/\/aurelis.org\/blog\/wp-login.php\" method=\"post\">\n\t\t\t\n\t\t\t<p class=\"login-username\">\n\t\t\t\t<label for=\"user_login\">Username or Email Address<\/label>\n\t\t\t\t<input type=\"text\" name=\"log\" id=\"user_login\" class=\"input\" value=\"\" size=\"20\" \/>\n\t\t\t<\/p>\n\t\t\t<p class=\"login-password\">\n\t\t\t\t<label for=\"user_pass\">Password<\/label>\n\t\t\t\t<input type=\"password\" name=\"pwd\" id=\"user_pass\" class=\"input\" value=\"\" size=\"20\" \/>\n\t\t\t<\/p>\n\t\t\t\n\t\t\t<p class=\"login-remember\"><label><input name=\"rememberme\" type=\"checkbox\" id=\"rememberme\" value=\"forever\" \/> Remember Me<\/label><\/p>\n\t\t\t<p class=\"login-submit\">\n\t\t\t\t<input type=\"submit\" name=\"wp-submit\" id=\"wp-submit\" class=\"button button-primary\" value=\"Log In\" \/>\n\t\t\t\t<input type=\"hidden\" name=\"redirect_to\" value=\"https:\/\/aurelis.org\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/14090\" \/>\n\t\t\t<\/p>\n\t\t\t\n\t\t<\/form><\/div><\/div><\/div>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>A conscious and organic being lives in an unavoidable conundrum \u2014 imminent death as well as the will to live forever. 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